Dreams

Everyone has their dreams. Everyone is working hard for it. They might not be able to achieve their goals, but as long as there's a slight chance of it, they cling on to that 0.01% of hope. 

The haze have cleared by a lot today, and the PSI level dropped to 170+? Well, it was 177 around 2pm. It's been good, but the heat. THE HEAT. It's the killer! My mom asked me "Would you rather have the haze, or this heat?" MOM. What kind of question is that? No. Neither.

I've been drawing for the past few hours since I woke up this noon. And I was drawing yesterday evening till this morning about 4am. I'm not sure why, but I'm suddenly motivated to draw lace, frills and layers. The weirdest part is, I'm not good at drawing. If I were to describe my skills, it'd be two words - beyond hope. Haha!

I drew the yukata one first, then the lolita, followed by fairy kei and decora. It wasn't an easy task for me because it's really hard for me to get body proportions right. As you can see the lolita one, the proportion is quite off. I was really just interested in drawing the clothes, hair and face. Not so much the body. I got a feeling I got myself into the wrong course and I really want to change, but it's too late.

Also, the fairy kei and decora one has similar outfits ~_~ 

Anyway, I just feel like doing something productive since I haven't been doing much during the holidays. I see my friends drawing and stuff, really productive stuff when they're bored, but I'm just sitting here surfing net, playing games, or out shopping. Wow, right.

Getting back to drawing so I'm ending here for today! Ciao~


Oh, and a piece of good news! I've finally made my first makeup tutorial! One that I've been wanting to do but never had the time to. I'm super happy but at the same time, confused, because I'm not sure if people would watch it. Sigh. I think I might remake the video since I forgot the inner eye corner D: